Every morning I wake up wondering what my reasons for moving forward would be. I have to give all credit to the man I get to call my husband. He's my best friend, my pillar I lean on, the reason I choose to be the best I can be. He is always there for me reminding me of why I choose to overcome my addictions. I never would have thought that I would fall in love with Jesse, but like they say you can't help what your heart wants.
From our very first date part of me knew instantly this was the guy I would be with, the one I would do anything to get him to ask me out again! Thank heavens he did! Having him to look up to (literally) makes me so much stronger he is such a hard working guy that never lets negativity get to him. I don't know if i'll ever stop falling in love with this man! Everyday is an adventure but when I'm feeling weak he's right there to lift me up. Dealing with my crazy addictions and habits hasn't been an easy thing for him to deal with but for some reason he chooses to put up with it and love me through it.
He might never fully understand what it's like or get why I do the things I do, it doesn't make sense to a lot of people and often people tease me about it. Jesse often teases me about my eating habits he will call me a rabbit, or when someone offers me food he chimes in with a comment "Oh she can't eat it, it probably has sugar in it". I like that he can make jokes about it and tease with me about it, if he didn't I wouldn't know that he cared. I'm so thankful to have someone in my life at my side at all times cheering me on and not losing hope that I can overcome anything thrown my way. "Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage" Lao Tzu
He might never fully understand what it's like or get why I do the things I do, it doesn't make sense to a lot of people and often people tease me about it. Jesse often teases me about my eating habits he will call me a rabbit, or when someone offers me food he chimes in with a comment "Oh she can't eat it, it probably has sugar in it". I like that he can make jokes about it and tease with me about it, if he didn't I wouldn't know that he cared. I'm so thankful to have someone in my life at my side at all times cheering me on and not losing hope that I can overcome anything thrown my way. "Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage" Lao Tzu
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